...

unforgiveness .m.e.
he doesnt...

need someone to accompany

打开窗户让孤单透气
这一间屋子 如此密闭
欢呼声仍飘在空气里
像空无一人一样华丽
我 渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你 飞到天的边缘
我也不猜落在何地
一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪
更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑
我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退
这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪
闭上眼睛 就看不清
这双人床 欠缺的 温馨
谁能 陪我 直到天明
穿透这片 迷蒙寂静
我 渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你 飞到天的边缘
我已不猜落在何地
一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪
更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑
我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退
这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪
一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪
更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑
我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退
这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪

sense of mine, just mine

i trying to be the real of me..
but somehow some of them did not agree with my behavior..
how exactly they think i am..
i don know!!
i just trying to get my life with full of happiness
enjoy my life as well.

Why am I got such a bad fate in my life..
everytime when everything goes smoothly
surely got something bad happen on me..
wth~

i hate people scold me with bxx wxxd.
damn hate!!
what i always write,post is just my feeling, why i got no right to do dat~
搞不懂~
我的人生原来就那么的
如此悲哀
衰死了~




ihatenomatterwhatihate
the_future_is_write_by_you_ownself, just_depends_on_how_you_write_it

feeling

i trying to be the real of me..
but somehow some of them did not agree with my behavior..
how exactly they think i am..
i don know!!
i just trying to get my life with full of happiness
enjoy my life as well.


Why am I got such a bad fate in my life..
everytime when everything goes smoothly
surely got something bad happen on me..
wth~

i hate people scold me with bxx wxxd.
damn hate!!
what i always write,post is just my feeling, why i got no right to do dat~
搞不懂~
我的人生原来就那么的
如此悲哀
衰死了~

ihatenomatterwhatihate

bored life

T.T

what to do?where to go?

it's saturday.

a brand new day.

and today weather is damn not bad.

feel like going out to lepak.

but don know where to go and what to do.

grrrrr*

because is damn poor now~

u know right, outing is all need $$$$$~

sad~

holy shit

feel like to sing k right now~

你不能说我没有爱过，说我没等过难过~

我也想说，也许能重来我却还是沉默~

damn crazy me..

ok let's talk another topic..

my birthday is coming,wakaka

how good if going to buy the thing i wan right now.

yesterday went to dp with nikki

and we watched the movie the legend of born-ip man

nice.

the ye ven very handsome although his pattern like 傻下傻下~

haha...

and we have our dinner at kenny roger.. and this is my ugly look with oishi muffin

<

the photo that we took.

just simply snap only.

♥♥kiss valentine♥♥

time flies..

today was another valentine day

14.06.2010

kiss valentine

i did something wrong

i wish u could forgive me.

i am not purposely

i know u hate me.

but don't hate too long!!

Besides, i am here to say SOrry to u..

However,

i know that millions of sorry couldn't cure your hurt

but just don't angry too long.

i am waiting.

here to wish u and others a

happy kiss valentine day~

~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~

muacksss

i am

ugly enough~!!!

Yo!! movie time!!

the movie -------------------------------->

happy go lucky

not yet watch,

cuz that day nik's bro decided to watch prince of persia 1st..

teng teng*---> this movie lo

a nice movie

at the 1st,

tod this movie is b0ring..

but after watch it feel very nice

u guy out there if haven watch yet can go and watch

really nice ya.

then cartoon movie---------------------------->

♥shrek's movie♥

1st time watch this cartoon.

it's cute♥

the donkey, the fat cat and the shrek baby girl are soooOooo cute

although i knew this movie already release long time ago with diff story last time

but i din watch be4..

hehe.. comedy movie and cute.

-after final

after final

boring holidays

didnt go for any trip

satay celup

★recently pictures★

happi holidays

boring holidays

yuki

♥camera♥

♥i wish i got one♥

made a wish★★★

R.U.D.E

when u are rude to me i will rude back u!!

this is what we called RUDE

What a RUDE~

♥♥old song recomend♥♥

♥Everybody needs a little time away♥

I heard her say

From each other

Even lovers need a holiday

Far away from each other

Hold me now

It's hard for me to say I'm sorry

I just want you to stay

♥After all that we've been through♥,

I will make it up to you

I promise to

And after all that's been said and done

You're just a part of me I can't let go

Couldn't stand to be kept away

Just for the day

From your body

Wouldn't want to be swept away

Far away from the one that I love

♥♥♥Hold me now♥♥♥

It's hard for me to say I'm sorry

I just want you to know

♥♥♥♥Hold me now♥♥♥♥

I really want to tell you I'm sorry

I could never let you go

After all that we've been through,

I will make it up to you

I promise to

And after all that's been said and done

You're just a part of me I can't let go

After all that we've been through,

I will make it up to you,

I promise to

And after all that's been said and done

You're just a part of me I can't let go

♥♥♥You're gonna be the lucky one♥♥♥

Everybody needs a little time away

I heard her say

♥♥ rose valentine ♥♥

lonely soul always be with me that's you and others doesnt know!

another brand new day

It's just so b0ring...

what's the plan for today?

hope todays activities can fulfill my bored life

gtg (:

♥randomly♥

reli hate this part right now as (viki) said

is just SooooOoooo

so boring...

so k0ng Xu...

helpme..

i wan hang out..

i wan go play , go travel go shopping..

But don have money already...

aiyoo....

damn sien

wan work but no job..

>_<

helphelphelp!!!

no money really can die...

damn it

♥hate♥

boring

♥love♥

u

♥like♥

u

♥dislike♥

the feeling

help Me..

好听

如果有一天
我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天我离你遥远
不能再和你相约你
是否会发现
我已经说再见
当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说却害怕都说错
还喜欢你知不知道
如果有一天梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天我们都发觉
原来什么都可以无论
是否还会停留在这里
也许可是让我想得太多
也许该回到
没我梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫
大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你也能成为嗜好
啦～啦～
我想对你说却害怕都说错
还喜欢你知不知道
啦～啦～

♥♥

糟糕的我！

很久没上来我的blog写了..

因为懒惰

越来越懒惰~

哎~

读书时，每天这样玩

现在考试要到了，却开始压力了起来！够力了咯！晕！

只会一直在那边光想，可是却不知道出来的成绩会有多惨~

却没去用实际的行动来证明给自己看，只要努力一定能考得好！

就是因为一个行为，一个字 “懒” 害了的是自己，自己的学业！

怎么办?

很悲哀咯~！！@$#%^*^$@$^&

cameron ~

when only i can meet u?
... i

haih~

fan ahhh!! arg

cny was over :(

oh yea~

i got a long long time didnt update my blog..

i think it's going to mildew!!

time flies =.=

so fast cny was ended.

my study mood should come back!

and i should stop playing !!

This week having 3 exams.

stressful ..

assighments ++

but then after this week,

we will be having one week holiday again.

sad case T.T

because after the holiday, i need to sit for one more exam ..

LOL !!

cant even play.

but i wont let myself so stressful for sure !!!

i'll still continue enjoy my one week holiday and have fun !

haha..

i really hate bm very much!!

today the stupid lec came late again!!

and after she came, she ask us to write one surat rasmi as something like quiz~

just for 5marks.

!@#$%$#@~~~~~~

i dont even know the format at all ~

don know what point i could write !

LOL..

how i going to sit for the final exam[no eyes see]

start from now i think i should read more malay essay d !!

stupid ~

...

fine!

stop this topic~

now talk about my face.

semakin teruk ni ~

no smooth d !!

How..?

don know what to do la !!

so sad because of this.

somemore nowadays my nose come out many blackhead ~

shit !! wt................. swt

haix..

another thing is my pore was also became larger d !!

die ~~

recently pictures

v our ah yong ! haha

my face turn chubby? x.x LOL

damn...

suddenly

feel very tired !!

i know got many thing need myself to handle ..

about my study thing~

assignment, presentation, tutorials...and more++

but i just feel like boring

& feel like i am escaping those works right now,

and how can i feel so bored when peoples are busying with their works

and i am just so free !

How could it be?

just cant understand myself...

my brain

my mind

are empty & blank!!

x.x

cny is just around the corner

but i feel like not happy at all and don have the mood.

x.x blank x.x

佛又~

你每天都把自己关在屋里
听同一遍cd 麻痹所有的泪滴
我全都看在眼里却无能为力
伤透的心仿佛无法痊愈
心痛难过只因为你冲动
没有后悔不觉得累
我愿为你承受
付出付出我的全部
我给你幸福 oh...
只是在你愿不愿意接受
幸福我愿给你最真挚温柔
放开你的双手
就让一切从头
问同一个问题放不开他的离去
你该学会勇敢的接受他做的决定
不再惦记他留下的痕迹
想要永远只有为你冲动
不会后退不觉得累
我愿为你承受
从此只为你分忧
you can the tell me what can i do
我早己决定甘心的为你...
我的幸福我愿给你最真挚温柔

15.1.10

Today wake up in the early morning~

because already said with chaiyee wan go her house there eat the nasi lemak !

oh yes !

finally i can eat the nasi lemak there

because very nice~

i feel la..

LOL

when finished our nasi lemak already

we go fetch hai ling

after that we straight headed to mp lo..

this week hai ling come back because wan to buy her new year cloths :)

so we acc her to go buy..

i din see any cloths when they go in to all the butik shop!

and i just only buy a soothing mask from skin food.

pok kai le k !!

around 5pm

then with friends go eat tau fu fa~

but i din eat because my stomach feeling not well~

and then we go watch movie

*dang dang* is this movie lo ~

''wo hen fei'' >_<'' haha

The Spy Next Door

this movie is today just out 1~

*yeah* !!!!~

i think i always out dated seldom watch new coming movie

the kids in this movie very cute !!

this movie very nice not bad la~

After movie i with kiko, viki, miko and crabbie go shi lin have our dinner.

i eat o a mi sua~

but i not enough full!

then we say shop for awhile 1st only go for next round~

shop lai shop qu still the same shop

sien la melaka !!

but kl no money no talk ~

LOL

i haven bought finish my new year cloths !!

haix~

i plan to eat the roti bakar for few day

but keep closed!!

finally today got open

i orders a tehC ice to drink

and 2 plate roti bakar

lol arh!

very full !!!

but nice la ...

we keep laughing and chi chating at the shop

we talk very loud

many people keep turn their eyes to us~

LOL!!

laugh die me

viki !!!

haha

after the supper

then back home lo

long time didnt post so long already~

and you can see how broken my english!

LOL ~~

why my english so poor huh !!

dat's all >_<

>_<

wu neng wei li~

LOl~

holidays 05.01.10 tuesday

these day i went nadeje , carry on and then gui lin gao shop~~

see she so busy help me ''kiap song''

thanks became my mummy d :) wakaka

nice pearl gui lin gao :) RM8

can ''yang yan'' lo ><

not fresh de crabs~ but still nice la..haha

~~~

high tea at nadeje..haha

ss

my double choc layer cake :)

enjoy halidays~

japanese food !!

yesterday went sakura house @ duyung

someone bring us go !!

oh yea !!

thanks :)

happy!!

1st time go there

we call the sake!!

so geli !!

the smell like medicine

>_<

we ordered many thing to eat!!

But we cannot finish it ,so kiko da bao for her parents eat lo

hahaha

Avatar !!

date kiko this wednesday go watch de

BUT i put her aeroplane again

because my sis ask me go kl meet her

so i change my mind wan go KL lo.

not yet buy any cloth for new year

wish tomorrow found nice clothes !!

so sorry kiko!!

i come back sure go watch with you de lo :)

later plan to go bowling and eat gui ling gao!!

i got few week din update my blog d !!

quite lazy nowadays

and also just finished my 3 days work !!

hehe

so happy!!

trying the cloth at kitschen!

but never buy feel like wasting money !!

haha

♥the Food♥

japanese♥pizza

my♥bento set♥

PS* gonna fall asleep that time

my eyes cannot open !!

the♥fried chic♥

this not very nice

Merry X'mas :)

wish all the best come true !